JIm , thankyou ……..I,m probably not a[good] man just a verage ones that has been there .
I watched my wife fight it for 7 years ..she may have lost but sge did it her way .…………… I,ve also had prostrate cancer twice & skin cancer surgery 3 times .but I was real fortunite with the initial bout with P/C ,it came at a time when this site was very active …………………..& I was lucky enough [while waiting to have my surgery to go to Cutty with a awesome crew from here...no time to dwell ……… & better yet .when I was recovering ……& still in diapers .I got to go again ……… sadly I didn,t bring enough backups to makeup for all the peeing I did with another much of crazy guys …………………. that,s what I miss .
sorry that ya didn,t have a great support system .S.B was mine because my wife was our main priorty & at the time she,ll was still fighting .
I,m truly glad I never saved much of amything for the goldern years ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Because they sure ain,t now
