Patrick, I do not have any advice on the rod but.....
You certainly want to get a diploma, no if, ands, or buts about it! I HATED school and it was such a drag but am happy I stuck with it. As for what you think may be nerves... I know it sounds crazy but I have been an emotional disaster since about 14 (I am now 25) and always joked that I needed help. Well I had some deeper medical problems come into the picture a few months back and the doctor put me on medication for anxiety, what a difference! <img src="/Images/Happy_Face.gif"><!--e1--> I cannot ever remember ever feeling like this! At first I thought it was all a load of bull...and was very sceptical, but guess what... I am nearly free of stress and I am enjoying life much more now. As for the problems I was expiriencing, almost all gone! <img src="/Images/Happy_Face.gif"><!--e1--> I know this isn't a medical advice board, and I am not a doctor but you may want to discuss it with your doctor. And PLEASE stay in school.